Having Drawn the energy circle with my hands, I begin drawing the points together using my staff.
The energies are beginning to manifest orbs. Though they are still not fully coherent.
The energies are beginning to manifest orbs. Though they are still not fully coherent.
Just a few seconds later, I tap into something deeper and the energies begin to manifest more clearly.
Are these 2 orbs, or a cylinder of energy? It has an interesting purple aura. And what is with my feet?
My orbs are beginning to manifest in numbers.
This orb is beginning to take on texture.
My hand is placed in the center of the circle. My very life force being thrown into it as I am chanting.
This orb now has more texture and appears more solid.
This picture, at first glance, would appear to be out of focus. But that is just the energy of the portal distorting light.
I am drawing on the energy of my higher self, which is beyond the polarity of light and darkness. As such, both forms manifest together as I connect.
This is my Moldivite Ring. But the Moldivite is on the other side. Is this just glare, or something more?
I tilt my head back, and let a silent tone of energy escape my mouth.
I close my eyes, and focus an image as many new orbs emerge from the space between.
The orb has allot of texture.
I continue to focus, expending energy, as the orbs come together forming one brighter.
Notice the texture? It is more than just an orb.
Notice the white on my teeth? That is the energy of the silent tone.
Why are my feet so strange looking?
This orb is beginning to move as directed.
Here, most of the orbs are in a line.
The one on the right has the same texture as the bright blue one from before.
Here I am in the process of conjuring an orb. If you look close, you should see the energy comming together... and, again, what is with my feet?
I am again, placing my hand in the center, focusing on bridging the worlds.
I continue drawing the orbs into a circle. It takes allot of effort so I must do it repeatedly to form the desired coherence.
I only notice one orb in view, at least on film, it has a strong blue color.
Notice my eyes? I am not looking at the camera, so it cannot be Red-Eye.
I am again drawing orbs into the 8 directions.
What could that be on my collar?
Again, I focus on the center. As I exert my energy a fire burns in my eyes.
In addition to the fire, there seems to be a purple.
As I focus more on the void between the worlds, a darkness appears around the fires in my eyes.
The orbs are finally beginning to form a complete direction in the directions that I have drawn.
I again let the silent tone of energy out, drawing a portal across the void.
The energy flowing through me is much stronger now, as seen in this orb. I am in the process of circulating the energy with my arms and staff.
I continue to turn the energy. From my perspective, in a clockwise direction.
I again releast the silent tone.
As I release the tone again, something begins to happen at my Base Chakra.
This is not a button. My pants do not have a button, rather it clips around. So this cannot be glare.
I am focusing my energy, but notice again at my base chakra?
I am starting to think this is an actual expression of my Base-Chakra. But what would this be purple? And are those eyes?
As I relax for a moment, the fire in my eyes fade, revealing the darkness that the fire burns within.
As I relax for a moment, the fire in my eyes fade, revealing the darkness that the fire burns within.
I am tired, but I push forward, intent on taking it all the way. So I reach inside, and draw on all the energy I can reach for.
My Base-Chakra is still aglow.
The fires burn brighter, but weak.
I draw on the 8 directions again with my staff.
I draw on the 8 directions again with my staff.
I draw on the 8 directions again with my staff.
I draw on the 8 directions again with my staff.
Notice the eyes? They are not looking at the camera. Another indication that the fire is probably not red eye.
Now I point at the center, focused on building my bridge through the void.
With my focus on the void, my form changes to reflect this. My lips are as black as the void.
As the energy is focused inside my staff, the fires in my eyes burn weakly.
I neel on the for, resting for a moment, while allowing the energy to move into the staff on it's own.
I express another silent tone from my mouth, drawing in the remaining energy that lingers into the staff.
I am so energetically exhausted, that my eyes are almost eclipsed by the darkness of the void.
Only a faint flame burns.
Holding the staff again, I am encouraged to smile. Something about my face and posture just looks creepy.
Look close at the eyes. One eye is like flame, and the other solid darkness. Look into the fire and you may see a face. Look into the darkness and there appears to be a symbol inside.
Look close into this orb. See the Moldivite ring? It is no longer green. Has it changed, or is this just the way it appears through the orb? And what is that area of energy around my elbow? Is it a forming orb or something different?
I begin to direct the orbs into the 8 directions, representing the Anglo Chaos Star. I figure that if a circle of stones helps in creating a portal, then a circle of orbs would too.
(Note: Red eye is the blood-vessels reflected by a flash. So Red-Eye is Red, and not supposed to be golden, and it should not be possible to get it when not looking into the camera.)
Again, I focus on the center. What is strange about this picture is that, originally, there was a glowing symbol of green and orange in the palm of my hand. Everyone saw this on the view screen, but somehow it faded off memory over time.
When people saw this on the view screen, people got scared. So I decided about this time to rap it up. I did not fully accomplish my goal. The portal only halfway drawn. But I knew I made progress. So now I begin to draw the energy of the portal into my staff for later use.
This is the staff that the energy was drawn into. What is strange about this one, is that on the blue screen the colors totally changed. There was no Magenta, no purple. Those colors changed to an ocean blue, as the green changed to a blue green, reflecting the world with which I was trying to reach from across the void. Everyone saw this, but over time the energy somehow faded from the picture.
This is the staff that the energy was drawn into. What is strange about this one, is that on the blue screen the colors totally changed. There was no Magenta, no purple. Those colors changed to an ocean blue, as the green changed to a blue green, reflecting the world with which I was trying to reach from across the void. Everyone saw this, but over time the energy somehow faded from the picture.
In this image, I try to show the staff's colors upright... but instead a form of golden light lingers beside me. If this was on film, I would be inclined to believe it just exposure between frames. But this is digital.